Monday, March 9, 2009

Never had a dream come true

"Never Had A Dream Come True"-S Club 7
Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go
I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me toA
part of me will always be with you
Somewhere in my memory
I've lost all sense of time
and tomorrow can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go
I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be
You'll always be the dream that fills my head
Yes you will, say you will, you know you will
Oh baby, you'll always be the one I know I'll never forget
There's no use looking back or wondering
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye
No no no no
I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say (words to say)
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be
A part of me will always be with you
Although this song is quite old...it's quite...erm... nice?(no other better decribable word)...
Nothing much to say...Have to study for exam which is just 3 days more!!!>.<
I'll be busy busy busy...with me being the secretary for English Club and now Projek Warga,pianist for choir,in choral speaking,bsm kawad,and etc.And this hols i'll be off for bsm camp and leadership camp...=.='But I'll get use to it wif studies...
*sighs*
Got 2 go...Have to study!!!Best of luck to all SMKSJ-ians for the coming exam...
Signing off,
animal-lover

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Confessions of a Broken Heart...

"Confessions Of A Broken Heart"-Lindsay Lohan
Daughter to father, daughter to father
I am broken but I am hoping
Daughter to father, daughter to father
I am crying, a part of me is dying and
These are, these are
The confessions of a broken heart
"Teardrops On My Guitar"
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks aboutA
nd she's got everything that I have to live without
Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
Both songs says it all...I'm not feeling the way I usually am...Now here's a confession of my own...
All of you think you can shoved me around like a piece of priceless junk?!I'm sick of all of you shoving me around after all I did those stupid donkey job...And what do I get?!WHAT DO I GET?!Nope ,not extra credit but have a mind to **** ** * **!!You think"Oh...she's has a _____ ____ than us..."you think I didn't realize that do you?In fact I'm sick of all of you doing that...If one day you are in my footsteps...you would get it HOW IS IT LIKE TO BE IN MY POSITION!!!
And more,you know what...I think I being picked on...OF YOU PEOPLE!!!Yeah,and give ****advices like "Don't go to the __ just to ponteng class..."Yeah...guess what I saw...
You never even apprieciated my hard work...after you all advised me and I did it following all of your advice...
And guess what ...if we keep this up...we are so going to get the ***** ** *** ****** *******!!!
Since this year ...you drive me NUTS!!!And you all see me the other day right...Yeah...I was so stressed up because of this!!!I know we been friends for years but please stop it...It's not a nice feeling don't you think?
*gaps for air*
OK...Better now...Now I should stick to the positive stuff...like BSM camp is coming,kawad practice,leadership camp(which I got the form today)and etc...
Now trying to calm myself...
I'm going to stick to emoing for now...
"God,please help me to overcome this problem...I need to lighten this burden...I can't stand being pushed around...God,please help my friends from the devil...Amen"
-animal-lover-