Confessions of a Broken Heart...

"Confessions Of A Broken Heart"-Lindsay Lohan

Daughter to father, daughter to father

I am broken but I am hoping

Daughter to father, daughter to father

I am crying, a part of me is dying and

These are, these are

The confessions of a broken heart

"Teardrops On My Guitar"

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see

That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks aboutA

nd she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny

That I can't even see anyone when he's with me

He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,

I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar

The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star

He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Both songs says it all...I'm not feeling the way I usually am...Now here's a confession of my own...

All of you think you can shoved me around like a piece of priceless junk?!I'm sick of all of you shoving me around after all I did those stupid donkey job...And what do I get?!WHAT DO I GET?!Nope ,not extra credit but have a mind to **** ** * **!!You think"Oh...she's has a _____ ____ than us..."you think I didn't realize that do you?In fact I'm sick of all of you doing that...If one day you are in my footsteps...you would get it HOW IS IT LIKE TO BE IN MY POSITION!!!

And more,you know what...I think I being picked on...OF YOU PEOPLE!!!Yeah,and give ****advices like "Don't go to the __ just to ponteng class..."Yeah...guess what I saw...

You never even apprieciated my hard work...after you all advised me and I did it following all of your advice...

And guess what ...if we keep this up...we are so going to get the ***** ** *** ****** *******!!!

Since this year ...you drive me NUTS!!!And you all see me the other day right...Yeah...I was so stressed up because of this!!!I know we been friends for years but please stop it...It's not a nice feeling don't you think?

*gaps for air*

OK...Better now...Now I should stick to the positive stuff...like BSM camp is coming,kawad practice,leadership camp(which I got the form today)and etc...

Now trying to calm myself...

I'm going to stick to emoing for now...

"God,please help me to overcome this problem...I need to lighten this burden...I can't stand being pushed around...God,please help my friends from the devil...Amen"

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