Regretness...

Gosh...I can't believe this is really happening...


It all started when I when for prefect meeting in school...As usual, came to school early, get bored...started to crap...

Then in BP...

As usual...tegur here, tegur there...bla(x3)...And then they finally announced...

Ammelia:Okay to all prefects...we will be changing seniors and juniors...

We all was like...WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!Very shocked and...urm...unexpected?!
So yea everybody was pissed, sad, worried, all the emotions except for happy lar...

And then I thought of my junior Merissa...(she wasn't here when we had the meeting...)
*P.S. Dearest Merissa if your are reading this...just read on...

I'm sorry for sometimes I abandoned you alone to duty...Sorry for sometimes feeling pissed of you...just that sometimes I stressed too much...Sorry I didn"t do much for you and I hope all that I teach for prefect will come in handy someday...Have fun with Syahindah...shes a nice person and don"t forget me when I"m with Thiviya now!!I will miss sharing secrets with you...And I will always love you...*muaxx* Take care...I will alwats be there for you...

From your senior

I felt like I just slapped myself...I felt guilty, regret and soo much pain and well regretness...Even Najwa moved away from Amme and Deshendren since the incident...Everybody was upset about it...Deshendren I am soo gonna get you for this!!!!xp

Gah...I just have too go through this...no matter what...I have to leave her sooner or later...

Merissa I love you dawling...Keep me in mind always...

And now I am gonna relax and watch more videos from youtube...:)