New Year's Eve

Wow so this is how Im goin to spend the last day of 2009..talking to sum random strangers on the Net..xp

And I'm not ready for skool to start..and I hvnt study yet!!! (gasps herself..xp)

Jezreel!!!! I'm bored!!!

I better start to do sumthing important and useful..so I better crap a lot here..

That's all for now..

xp

Crapness..

What I just realized is that this blog is a blog full of crapness..

What's with 2010 coming..and PMR is coming..I better do something about it..Christmas is two days away only..

I better think of another blog soon..

Until then..

Shut up would ya...

That's it..

I can't stand you anymore..You kept bugging me all the time whole year around..get on my nerves.. true you may not show it but the truth is..

I HATE YOU AND I ALWAYS WILL!!

If you ever set foot in my life again.. you see what I will do..and it wouldn't be a nice thing ..seriously

Whenever I opened facebook..I wanted to shut down the pc..but I couldn't..and you are just as bad as the rest of THEM..

In fact..someone who is dear to me taught a BIG VALUABLE LESSON..

Friends cannot be trusted all the time..espescially you..spoilt brat..I wonder if you're actually jealous of me which causes this stupid thing to happened..

Considered this a well-deserved slap in your face..even you may call me a chicken..actually I really dared to slap you in public and screamed out my frustration for you..

PS Sorry for this crappy post..It's just SOMEONE that's been bugging my life and annoys me for the past few years..

PPS And if you post about me the same thing will happened to you..

PMR

PMR aka Penilaian Menengah Rendah...

Time flies..don't you think...

I'll be sitting PMR next year...

Wish me luck..

I dunno how to handle this thing..

I dun even understand a SINGLE thing...

x-x-x

What will I do first...

Just enjoy life until the dreaded year came and passed on aka 2010...

xp

Gosh...

Wow, it seems veeeery long I have updated this blog...

I guess leaving this blog for a erm... not a MANY weeks kinda worth it because...

I GOT STRAIGHT A'S SO FAR FOR THIS EXAM!! (well, for now)

It's not like I'm bragging or anything...I just I have ABSOLUTELY no time to update this...I better start updating this now before next year...

Anyways...like I said after exam can be SOO boring in many ways...Even when you come to school...you have nothing to do but just sit there and talk or stare in space...seriously xp

Can't believe I'm retiring soon...it's just a few more days...and then the board would be pass on to the juniors. I'm not doubting being doubtful or anything but I'm not so sure whether the board would be okay and everthing would be just fine...

Whatever wanna watch anime...I'm soo addicted to it...

Bored...=.=

I'm bored....

BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED

=.=

*sighs*

*wishes that exams are over*

Have to study...finals less than a few weeks!>.<

Voices is tomorrow...I still haven't invited him...Wish me luck=)

Regretness...

Gosh...I can't believe this is really happening...


It all started when I when for prefect meeting in school...As usual, came to school early, get bored...started to crap...

Then in BP...

As usual...tegur here, tegur there...bla(x3)...And then they finally announced...

Ammelia:Okay to all prefects...we will be changing seniors and juniors...

We all was like...WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!Very shocked and...urm...unexpected?!
So yea everybody was pissed, sad, worried, all the emotions except for happy lar...

And then I thought of my junior Merissa...(she wasn't here when we had the meeting...)
*P.S. Dearest Merissa if your are reading this...just read on...

I'm sorry for sometimes I abandoned you alone to duty...Sorry for sometimes feeling pissed of you...just that sometimes I stressed too much...Sorry I didn"t do much for you and I hope all that I teach for prefect will come in handy someday...Have fun with Syahindah...shes a nice person and don"t forget me when I"m with Thiviya now!!I will miss sharing secrets with you...And I will always love you...*muaxx* Take care...I will alwats be there for you...

From your senior

I felt like I just slapped myself...I felt guilty, regret and soo much pain and well regretness...Even Najwa moved away from Amme and Deshendren since the incident...Everybody was upset about it...Deshendren I am soo gonna get you for this!!!!xp

Gah...I just have too go through this...no matter what...I have to leave her sooner or later...

Merissa I love you dawling...Keep me in mind always...

And now I am gonna relax and watch more videos from youtube...:)

Congratulations...you have a blog!

At long last...

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!! :D (although im sure i will kena teruk this time...xp)

I have abandoned this blog for sooooo long...it's no wonder my blog ended up until...last month or June maybe...xp

Anyways...

My cousin has finally have a blog...*whoots and cheers*

Go to here =

wwwbittersweetromance-liesback.blogspot.com

Anyways once again congratulations for having a blog! :)

x-x-x

Anyways come to think of it...soo many things has happened for the past 8 months of 2009...
Here are some of them...

1.Sometimes, friends can't be trusted TOO much...they might backstab you in the end...

2.And sometimes, the people that you might not know soo well might be the one that cares and helps you in times of need

3.Juniors are NOT soo bad after all...:D (espescially mia jnior Merissa:D)

4.I really know more people this year...

5.I'm really into more to CF ,BSMM(as always:D) and prefect board

6.Being a prefect is tough...

7.Although I'm a Lembaga...I always felt that I did more work than everbody else...xp

8.I'm closer to seniors more than my friends...Weird huh?xp

9.I hate b***ches, s**ts, spoilt brats...etc.(espescially a CERTAIN SOMEONE!?!)

10.And, finally I have a mew not-so-but-sort-of bf...
Who?Yo have to find out yourself...

I guess that's about it...Oh well what can I do...just study, enjoy and live life to da MAX...;0
I'm going to NOT spoil my own day...

I HATE...

I hate...

1.BITCHES
2.PEOPLE WHO ARE SOOOOO TWO-FACED(or make that MANY faces!)
3.GERDICT(is that how you spell it??) PEOPLE
4.SLUTS
5.PEOPLE WHO GOSSIPS ON OTHER PEOPLE
6.IGNORANT PEOPLE
7.SUPER ANNOYING PEOPLE
8.BEING THE MIDDLE PERSON
9.-EDIT HERE-
10.-EDIT HERE-

Man, Im sooo pissed!

Damn Pissed...

I'm seriously pissed...

I'm pissed of people who doen't kep their promises...

I'm pissed of people who does't have the right to scold other people...

I'm really pissed of people who bully others...

I really want to stand for justice...Espescially when it comes to God...

How it all really started?

-It was yesterday, I have prefect meeting...When the meeting started, we discussed the normal things...discipline of the school and etc...

Then once the juniors left the meeting,we seniors discussed bot whether we should scold the juniors for being sometimes :-
a) BLUR
b) rude
c) very annoying
d)etc.(Sry juniors)

We argued for soo long that we didn't realised that it's almost time for duty.But we didn't argued in the mean way lar...So in the end we decided to continue this...it;s the only way to make them better...I mean they don't have the prefect spirit in them, sometimes rude, not tough enough...

I mean hello juniors we kena marah from the form 5 seniors last yr during Teacher's Day for 3 straight HOURS, and now you all tak ada u noe...Considered yourselves lucky...PLS PLS changed your attitude juniors...dun be soo blur lar...installation is in bot 1 month you noe...

Then another story
-A junior(I shall call her Junior A then) was crying (as she told me)...The worst part is...she was crying outside the physics lab.And her sis and all her classmates are in there!! When her sis found out she was crying outside, she and the whole class includes the teacher(now teacher A)went outside...

They ask her ...

"What's wrong?"
"Why are you crying?"
"What's the matter?"
and etc.

Then junior A told them that:-

It was Teacher's Day...After the event, she was finding a place to write her report...She was going ti the BP(bilik pengawas) when a senior(Senior A )allowed her to go in.Junior A didn't noe that another junior(Junior B)was following her inside...And the senior allowed them to sit on the table to do the report...

And during the meeting yesterday...my fren (Fren A)blamed both of them doing that ...bcoz there were many seniors complained bot that...So Junior A's senior told her senior(n me)bot this lar...Her senior marah(not so) to Junior B... After she told her story...Teacher A said...

"Haiya, how can senior do this?!I go and tell -Teacher B- then..."

Teacher B F.Y.I is a discipline teacher...so if Teacher A tell that...oh no...Fren A going to be SOOOO BUSTED !Yay for justice!ONE -NIL!:)

B4 that Junior A told me that she alost mention that it;s oso Fren B faults(my and her fren) Luckily she didn't mention her...

In conclusion=

Fren A TOTALLY deserves it...what wif marah people wif no reason at all...etc...hahaha

God does miracles after all...:D

-God ,thank you for restoring justice to this prefect board Lord.May your blessing continues to flows in this Lord...Lord, help my frens to forgive one another...and may frenship takes place instead...In Jesus name, AMEN!=)-

Yipee...Holidays!?(part 1)

Exams are finally over...

The exams are ok i guess...I got:
a)31/40 for BM pemahaman
-In case you somehow are buried underground for a decade...I gotten 22/40 for that subject=55%!!So I say this a huge achievement

b)39/40 for Maths paper 1
-No surprise here...use calculator ma...:D

c)78% for PJK
-I know many of you think"Aiya non-important subject ma... better study Geo(for example) But mine is for real surprise(Oh ,Im a poet!)

You see,it was after Hari Guru on Friday the 29th...I was giving out the presents I bought from Famous Amos(in which reply"OH, thank you... so cute the bear" and etc... I will upload the picture...

And when I gave out mine to my PJK teacher (which I now called her Miss A),and after her comments bit the present, she ask me, "Eh, kamu ialah (checked my nametag) Jia Ping (my full name) kan?" She opened her I-not -so -sure bookand find my calss and my name...Then she told me"Oh, kamu dapat 78%"

And I was lyke "Serious!?" And there I saw...in black and white...And that's how I got the PJK marks...Another achievement because I really honestly didn't touch the book at all...which means I didn't study...

And that's for exam...

And for part 2...

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Coming soon!xp

Frustration and Hatred of a 13/14 year old student

BZ...BZ...BZ

*sighs*Exam is in two weeks time...Must study...Must study...
Study...Study...Study

Now...
Trying to relax...

Just focus...

I'm going to need more than this kind of encouragement...xp
Three deadly-words(although not so): MID-YEAR EXAM!!!xp

Now will try to both relax and study...
Best of Luck to everybody!!!

From,
animal-lover

BZBZBZ...

I'm currently set my mode to 'bz'...

Too much home work, too much things to be completed, too many projects to be done, too many things too explain to my junior(Yes we form 2 seniors have juniors now...)

ARGH!

Exam will be in anothr 2 weeks time...Mati- lah...

Try to find time for this wretched blog...

Currently reading Chicken Soup...not a bad book...

STOP!

Start studying you fool!!Exam is in another two weeks...

I wish it is the holidays now...

Never had a dream come true

"Never Had A Dream Come True"-S Club 7

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind

One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time

There's no use looking back or wondering

How it could be now or might have been

Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I've never had a dream come true

Till the day that I found you

Even though I pretend that I've moved on

You'll always be my baby

I never found the words to say

You're the one I think about each day

And I know no matter where life takes me toA

part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory

I've lost all sense of time

and tomorrow can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind

There's no use looking back or wondering

How it should be now or might have been

Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I've never had a dream come true

Till the day that I found you

Even though I pretend that I've moved on

You'll always be my baby

I never found the words to say

You're the one I think about each day

And I know no matter where life takes me to

A part of me will always be

You'll always be the dream that fills my head

Yes you will, say you will, you know you will

Oh baby, you'll always be the one I know I'll never forget

There's no use looking back or wondering

Because love is a strange and funny thing

No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye

No no no no

I've never had a dream come true

Till the day that I found you

Even though I pretend that I've moved on

You'll always be my baby

I never found the words to say (words to say)

You're the one I think about each day

And I know no matter where life takes me to

A part of me will always be

A part of me will always be with you

Although this song is quite old...it's quite...erm... nice?(no other better decribable word)...

Nothing much to say...Have to study for exam which is just 3 days more!!!>.<

I'll be busy busy busy...with me being the secretary for English Club and now Projek Warga,pianist for choir,in choral speaking,bsm kawad,and etc.And this hols i'll be off for bsm camp and leadership camp...=.='But I'll get use to it wif studies...

*sighs*

Got 2 go...Have to study!!!Best of luck to all SMKSJ-ians for the coming exam...

Signing off,

animal-lover

Confessions of a Broken Heart...

"Confessions Of A Broken Heart"-Lindsay Lohan

Daughter to father, daughter to father

I am broken but I am hoping

Daughter to father, daughter to father

I am crying, a part of me is dying and

These are, these are

The confessions of a broken heart

"Teardrops On My Guitar"

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see

That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks aboutA

nd she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny

That I can't even see anyone when he's with me

He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,

I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar

The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star

He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Both songs says it all...I'm not feeling the way I usually am...Now here's a confession of my own...

All of you think you can shoved me around like a piece of priceless junk?!I'm sick of all of you shoving me around after all I did those stupid donkey job...And what do I get?!WHAT DO I GET?!Nope ,not extra credit but have a mind to **** ** * **!!You think"Oh...she's has a _____ ____ than us..."you think I didn't realize that do you?In fact I'm sick of all of you doing that...If one day you are in my footsteps...you would get it HOW IS IT LIKE TO BE IN MY POSITION!!!

And more,you know what...I think I being picked on...OF YOU PEOPLE!!!Yeah,and give ****advices like "Don't go to the __ just to ponteng class..."Yeah...guess what I saw...

You never even apprieciated my hard work...after you all advised me and I did it following all of your advice...

And guess what ...if we keep this up...we are so going to get the ***** ** *** ****** *******!!!

Since this year ...you drive me NUTS!!!And you all see me the other day right...Yeah...I was so stressed up because of this!!!I know we been friends for years but please stop it...It's not a nice feeling don't you think?

*gaps for air*

OK...Better now...Now I should stick to the positive stuff...like BSM camp is coming,kawad practice,leadership camp(which I got the form today)and etc...

Now trying to calm myself...

I'm going to stick to emoing for now...

"God,please help me to overcome this problem...I need to lighten this burden...I can't stand being pushed around...God,please help my friends from the devil...Amen"

-animal-lover-

Week 8 diary...

Hellllllooooo....

Just to inform all readers,Iwill update this blog less often as Im only allowed to use during the weekends...Sad right?

Update this weeks diary...

Week 8 of 2009

MONDAY
Perhimpunan rasmi is almost pure boredom...Not only it's Language Week and today is the opening ceremony,...yeap,you got it.More speeches...as we prefects have TO STAND IN TOTAL 2 HOURS STRAIGHT(well,somewhere around there)Quite fun lar...we all(prefects)joking around when it's the 'acara kuiz lisan'.The students were no biggie difference ,all of them were screaming their lungs out for the answer,espescially during spelling bee...LOL!

Homework is piling high!!!AGRH!

TUESDAY
Not much differece today.Homework still mounting high...

Today is sukantara...If anyone wants to know where I am,I went rounding...Hehe...aku ponteng!LOL!

WEDNESDAY
Still pure boredom,Homework still mounting high...

Still got sukantara but still ponteng...Went rounding with Kar Ngai this time...quite ok sometimes boring...then it rains...

After KH(which I understand a LITTLE BIT...Elektronik ...Typical...xp)Sukantara again...Still ponteng because:

1.I sucks at this

2.I don't want to humiliate myself

3.I will het sore hands and feets afterwards


But after sukantara,Reason number 3 was the other way around...MY FEET HURTS JUST AFTER THE WHOLE ROUNDING!!!

Homework climbing high!!!

THURSDAY
Today got prefect meeting...Was dicussing the normal stuff when seniors came and barged in...And we ended up(Form 2 prefects)kena marah teruk...(at least im not in spocheck board...scary...*shivers*

And yup,I kena for the stupid letter incident...>.<>.<)Suddenly we actually somehow cooperated with each other!Major deja vu or what?! After the rains subsides,and it's back to normal...More homework!*groan*

FRIDAY

Almost normal today...Went to help the storytelling and poem recitation competition...Peng Sum ,you boleh menang ar... :)...Then rushed for choir...But before that ,guess who I saw... MEI KUAN AND MEAGAN!!!

Haha to dear Meagan,this is SJ.How is it?Please comment...

Then the day bores...and on and on and on...

Yawn...

I have a such boring life...

Got to go!

Toodles

*this post is writtenon the 21st of February*

From,
animal-lover

I'm lame...

Hiiiiiyyyaaaaa!!!

Dont worry Im not dead yet you know...

Its just that I only have the weekends to logged in...

Sad rite...

Haha...

Im lame...

Will update around next week...

Signing off,
animal-lover

Laziness

HIEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

Malaslah want to blog today...Just came back from ALFA's CNY lunch at I-Not-Sure-What's-Call-Again...Will blog a better post than this...

YAWNNNNN!!!

Oh crap!

Forgot to memorize the poem for choral speaking!!!Better start soon...tonite...

I will post again tommorrow...maybe

Like I say...malaslar...

Toodles!

From,
animal-lover

Happy Chinese New Year!!

Yay!!



Why yay??



It's Chinese New Year!!



Year of the Ox...*moos*



What's with Chinese New Year??



Erm...



1.FOOD!!That's a must...



2.Ang Paus!!



3.I can't think of anything else...



Oh yeah...



4.Holidays!!(most of all)



Right...mind me I'm a little over the top today....now in my 'kampung'.Since they banned from playing fireworks and stuff...so every year I'm stucked with either the TV ,PC or playing with somebody over there...

BO-RING I say...



Week 4 (I think)

Monday
Starting of the 'Kempen Salah Laku Sifar'...



Tuesday
Closing date for the essay competition.(I was in charge by the way...)Watched a sketch by the morning prefects ...quite hilarious I say



Wednesday
Today was the writing quiz...Man,all the students really don't know the school rules!!XPI , Larvinya and the other top 14 marked all those papers...so many crap...my head spins after seeing so many numbers...>.<



Thursday
Had this ceramah about some jenayah thingy...Before that was the movie that shown when I was in Standard 6.For those who are not SKSJ-ians,this movie is about two sisters.The older sister has been taking drugs,being raped by the boyfriend and being expelled from school.While the younger sister is the other way around.In the end the older sister and her two friends died because took too much drug.At first when I watch was quite boring but later I find the movie quite interesting.But tiday didn't shown everthing.



The ceramah was ok...I guess...



Friday
Closing ceremony today.I can't believe Choon Ho won the essay competition!!Guess Jia Lin has found her match...

Yeah...this weekly post is all about the 'kempen'...Nothing much too say though...

ARGH!!!

Just remembered...I got HOLIDAYS HOMEWORKS!!!And how smart of me to never started the homework...I have finally found a new year resolution...I must not procratisnate...Ya...soo...late...

Better started on it...soon...if I got the time

x-x-x

Monday 26th January 2009

Guess nothing much today...Just me and you computer...until night...I guess...

I heard from my mother that today between 4p.m-7p.m there will be an eclipse going on...*coughs*

Right I'm sick by the way...

Today will be visiting my aunt's house for some gathering...More ang paus!!!:D

By the way...I joined...

1.Volleyball(hopefully joined in the school team)

2.English Club(Become the secretary)and the school choral speaking team

3.School choir team(Hopefully can defeat SEAFIELD) and currently the school pianist

4.The BSMM kawad team(hopefully get gold)

5.Am currently the school prefect

6.Now in the Green house team.GO GREEN!!

7.Something lar...Forgat already....XP

Imagine I have to juggle all the activities above+studies...Must have to work hard alredy...By the way,mind my lameness today.

Nothing much now...

Toodles!!

P.S. By the way,Happy Chinese New Year again!!To all not only Chinese... :D

From,

animal-lover

Week 3 of 2009

Hello!



Yes,I'm not dead yet!



The reason...



Well,lets the say that I'm soo busy with schoolwork+prefect duties+kokurikulum+piano lessons+etc.



And my parents only let me use the computer during weekends only...except when it's involve with schoolwork...">.<



Well,I'm already form 2 ...next year PMR...well,that's what parents usually do right?



Anyway first week wasn't much disaster...but tins of work pilling in from week to week...



So...



Second week

MONDAY

Form 1's are soo stubborn!!(no offence to some of you reading this post)They never ever listen to us prefects!ARGH!(this happens during PMD Form1,which happens after recess)...Homework is only a few...:)



TUESDAY

PMD for the whole day...As form 2 prefects...well,yalah we have to give a tour guide around the school...I actually wanted to guide the Form 1 Usaha girls,but suddenly I was assigned to guide the Form 1 Setia(and some Usaha)guys.At first I thought

"Alah,1 Setia only mah,all kuai kuai one for sure lar..."

But my thoughts are definitely wrong this time...
1.As I was going through thetour...some guys really want to pissed me off...they talked like there's no tommorow...
Well,luckily some and I mean SOME really did pay attention to what I say...

My Reaction:
-I practically screamed,scolded,threated with BD(Borang Disiplin)and etc.

Man!That's one sttuborn bunch...>.<

Oh yea more Homework...I'm thrilled...Yippee(exasperated mood)
(Forgot ...
Today went for the first meeting for volleyball and English Society...
I'm now the secretary of the English Society...
Both meetings were ok...)

WEDNESDAY
Back to usual now...Homework less thank goodness!Man do we have to cope with the form ones for the rest of the year???

We prefects today have to filled in this

Surat Pengakuan Pelajar...

Don't ask why...I had make and oath not to spread this news...Anyway long story lar...

THURSDAY
Yawn...Major boredom...

Homework start pilling in...ARGH !How am I going to go through this??

Lame ...

What a boring day...

>.<

FRIDAY
Went for the first meeting of choir...the competition is on March!!That means we only have one half month left...AIK!!We have to really practice hard now...

Officially junior pianist now...

Lessons and Homework are fine....

OK

Major boredom day...

OR

Lame day...

SATURDAY
I can't believe there's school today!Boredom too...No studies!!Yippee!(happily)

That's the week preiew...Tommorrow shall be the start of the Kempen Salah Laku Sifar...Lots of work to do...

Anyway...

Toodles!!

From,
animal-lover

An update

I just realised...



SCHOOL IS STARTING IN JUST 3 DAYS TIME!



OK...so it's true that time flies fast...from like November till today...it's like a week just past!Christmas and Breakaway...it's seems just like a few days ago...



*sighs*



What can I do....I just have to be prepared by the wraths of 2009's 2 Usaha...



Oops!Almost forgot...



HAPPY NEW YEAR!



(although I'm a few days late....Hehe...lol )



x-x-x

Speaking of Breakaway...I haven't update since Christmas...



We Alfa Youthians went for Breakaway on the 28th of December...the journey was quite boring...what I saw was trees,buildings,sometimes cows,more trees,sometimes cemetery...well...quite a few as I don't bother looking...and more trees...



To make this story short...there are four services to attend...And there's actually 8 groups during this Breakaway which are

1.Lemon Love

2.Guava Gentleness

3.Papaya Peace

4.Pumpkin Patience

5.Jambu Joy

6.Kiwi Kindness

7.Fig Faithfulness

8.Grape Goodness



Ok...I malas lar...want to find out more go to this ...it is actually the ALFA blog ...There will have more info about this Breakaway...

x-x-x
OK...I'm bored ...

*sighs*

My first tuition is starting tonight...and orientation is tommorrow...

School and Form 2 pressure is starting soon...Better learn how to manage it...

OK...I shall go and play Pet Society...

Will update a better post than this...

Toodles!

From,
animal-lover